I Don't Know why. But I Cried

Lonely Nights by *Adiago on deviantART

Originally posted in DA Jan 24, 2010

Yes. you read it just right. i cried

it was just this afternoon after i arranged my room. [btw, i found out that as a student, i only need 2 black shoes, 1 pair rubber shoes, sneakers and slippers plus sandals] and after cleaning, i also found out my stack of shoes [rubber shoes, steel toe shoes and etc and sandals here. guess i need to return it home.]

going back to my story, it was when i went to the Church to join in the celebration of the mass. i just walk from my boarding house to the Cathedral. then i immediately took the best seat for me. then just minutes after the mass began, a family took their seats in fron of my pew where i am seated. everyone is there, mom, dad, brother, sister and grandma. they look so happy.

then i dont know what i felt that time. jealous? nah. envious? not really. lonely? gah.

i dont know what happened. but a tear flowed from my eye.

then i started saying, "I MISS MY FAMILY SO MUCH"

i am studying in a place where i need to adjust from the environment most of the time. if i want to go home, i still need ride a bus that will take me to a 3 hour trip back way home. im occupying a room now. and yes, i know i miss my family. my family's away to me physically but i know they are just right here in my heart. im sorry about that. i may sound to crappy but that is my feeling.

i need to go somewhere else to study. i guess it will just be in a form of sacrifice on our part because they are also doing their best to support me in my chosen want-to-have-career.

just this evening, i texted my mom to inform her that i miss everyone. and she replied that they miss me too. that made me feel better. im planning to call them after posting this thing.

well guys, im sorry for feeling this way. sometimes, i just need to take a break from being happy. no im not an emo. i just being true to myself. good thing you're here too! my DA and Blogger family.  thanks for everything!

i love you ALL.

cheers+:peace:+:heart:

xoxo,

Skeeper

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What happens when you fall in love

originally posted last Jan 8, 2010 in my DA blog


What happens when you fall in love... with nature?:D


so hi everyone! it's me again! :D and i'm just going to do some blogging tonight. it's already 11.30 in the evening this time and i am still wide awake. I was just browsing over my email, cleaning to be particular, and i found the photos taken from a very beautiful place called Patalon. So i decided to download it and post some pictures here and let you all see the beauty of the place and to let you see the beauty of our country.


the place is indeed an excellent place. we stayed in the rest house of my very beloved friend which is a hunderd km away from the city [i think]. well anyway, this happened some few months ago when we were suppose to make our Programmed Game then decided to unwind for a while. so what happened is we did not sleep but instead, chose to work while our friends are enjoyinh the food, scene and merry making.






this is somekind the resting place where we can see the beach, tress, ski and the javuzzi.






we posed for a while to welcome the positive enrgy with in us. ofcourse, we were so happy with the place.



The owner of the rest house prepared our meal too! together with ma'am tisay and ma'am lany. we had so much fun eating the food.


just take a look at these:

Breakfast day 2



Breakfast day 2



Dinner Day 1.The fish really looks yummy! and it was indeed yummy! :D



Reminiscing the moments here is indeed a good start for our days here as i can remember the happy moments we spent in this place.



i so love that bed. the curtains look so good plus the pink pillows gave it a sassy look. BUT WAIT! the pink pillows are missing in this picture :XD:



these lights hung in the tree look so good at night time.



the scene here looks awesome! a good place for pictorial :XD:



with Ma'am Tisay, Ma'am Lany, Sir Archie, Sir AM, Ate Loisand Russel.



and another one.



and another one :XD:



just look at the sky. what can you say? :love:





everything here are lovely. including us :love:


xoxo,
jude

Secrets 101

Hello everyone! :D
This will be my first blog entry for my newest member of my blog family, keepitsecret.blogspot.com.
this blog will be one of my permanent houses here in the virtual world. i will somewhat agree in the analysis that blogs can really help you in every thing that you do. in can be your crying shoulder if you don't have anyone beside you. you can tell your happiness, heartaches and most especially, your secrets.
i know that everyone has been very familiar with blogs. so i salute you all bloggers out there! this blog will definitely be my assylum of thoughts.

why did i made this blog in the very first place?

1. to gain 1,000,000 million followers at the end of the year. hahaha XDDD

2. to let my my thoughts wander as i blog everything that i wish to blog. (since few people knows who my real identity)

3. to tell you eveything i wish to tell especially my secrets.

but be forwarned! you should keep everything as secrets and you should be able to keep it as a secret!

so welcome and be amazed as i share evrything from my deepest symphaties to my joyous moments in life.

remember, shhhhhh.